I once heard Helen Hayes say that money is like fertilizer -- it's just ...* unless you
spread it around to help things grow.
Well done, David Bar Katz.
Have at it, playwrights. Get going; money's on the line now and we need your best
work.
Love,
Rachel Vail
PS Helen Hayes used the appropriate curse word when she said it.
She was in her late 80s at the time I heard this speech.
She spoke without notes or hesitation but with an abundance of
charm. She was completely awesome. But I've been asked not to
curse here, so schools can come freely. I'm doing my best.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Thursday, February 13, 2014
A Valentine for My Brother, plus snow and Maggie Smith
Hanging out in the middle of a big storm, feeling very very done with winter.
Here's a valentine I wrote for my brother.
And here's a picture from my street:
Here's a valentine I wrote for my brother.
And here's a picture from my street:
And here is how I feel about the weather at this point:
How are you doing?
Love,
Rachel Vail
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Two Favorite Words
I don't let myself type "the end" until my manuscript really feels done. Since I tend to write about 50-100 words for every one that ends up in the eventual "FIRST DRAFT" I send to my editor, that means those 2 words don't show up for a very long time.
And then when I work on revising the draft I take "the end" off -- just delete them -- because, well, they're no longer true. I do huuuuge revisions. I love revising. I'm not making stuff up out of nothing anymore; I'm working on something that exists, characters that feel real to me -- making the story stronger, better, tighter, making the characters feel more real.
It wipes me out.
I closed a cabinet door on my head toward the end of the process and gave myself a big forehead bruise. I just kind of lost track of where my head was. Literally.
Not the first time I've done that, during revisions. One time it was the bathroom stall door in the ladies' room, when my husband and I were out to dinner with another couple, and I gave myself a black eye. I considered lying and saying somebody attacked me in the bathroom, to save myself the embarrassment -- but that seemed like it could lead down a bad path and also, I have promised myself the only lie I will tell is that one I admitted to above.
FIRST DRAFT.
Hahahahahahaha. As if.
So I admitted last week and that time at the restaurant to having slammed my own face with doors. I am a hazard at this point in the process.
Still, despite the bruises, it's one of my favorites.
Here's another favorite: getting foreign versions of my books in the mail. This came the day I sent in my newest. It's the Chinese version of IF WE KISS:
It's very cool to be reminded there are others out there involved with these books. Hoping they aren't slamming their heads with anything.
So now I'm chilling. (Literally. So much weather.) I am good and used up.
More about lots soon.
Love,
Rachel Vail
And then when I work on revising the draft I take "the end" off -- just delete them -- because, well, they're no longer true. I do huuuuge revisions. I love revising. I'm not making stuff up out of nothing anymore; I'm working on something that exists, characters that feel real to me -- making the story stronger, better, tighter, making the characters feel more real.
It wipes me out.
I closed a cabinet door on my head toward the end of the process and gave myself a big forehead bruise. I just kind of lost track of where my head was. Literally.
Not the first time I've done that, during revisions. One time it was the bathroom stall door in the ladies' room, when my husband and I were out to dinner with another couple, and I gave myself a black eye. I considered lying and saying somebody attacked me in the bathroom, to save myself the embarrassment -- but that seemed like it could lead down a bad path and also, I have promised myself the only lie I will tell is that one I admitted to above.
FIRST DRAFT.
Hahahahahahaha. As if.
So I admitted last week and that time at the restaurant to having slammed my own face with doors. I am a hazard at this point in the process.
Still, despite the bruises, it's one of my favorites.
Here's another favorite: getting foreign versions of my books in the mail. This came the day I sent in my newest. It's the Chinese version of IF WE KISS:
It's very cool to be reminded there are others out there involved with these books. Hoping they aren't slamming their heads with anything.
So now I'm chilling. (Literally. So much weather.) I am good and used up.
More about lots soon.
Love,
Rachel Vail
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Writing confetti
Sometimes writing my book feels like walking on a thin wire way up high, and it takes all my concentration.
Other times it feels impossible and I may as well just eat some cake or go take a nap or hide.
And then there are the moments when the book feels like confetti: like lots of fun bits, but not one cohesive thing, and kind of a mess all over the floor. And some doubt in my mind that this was a good idea.
Some days, like today for example, are a quick-swirling rotation of all these.
And so it goes.
Pretty fun.
More soon...
Love,
Rachel Vail

Friday, December 13, 2013
An Important Letter for Writers to Read
This is a letter from my friend Rick Russo. I hope if you are a published author you will read it and really strongly consider joining me as a member of the Authors Guild, if you aren't already a member. You can list me as your referral (I think I could win a cookie if I get the most referrals so help me out!) Let me know what you think, and what you decide to do:
An Open Letter to My Fellow Authors
It’s all changing, right before our eyes. Not just publishing, but the writing life itself, our ability to make a living from authorship. Even in the best of times, which these are not, most writers have to supplement their writing incomes by teaching, or throwing up sheet-rock, or cage fighting. It wasn’t always so, but for the last two decades I’ve lived the life most writers dream of: I write novels and stories, as well as the occasional screenplay, and every now and then I hit the road for a week or two and give talks. In short, I’m one of the blessed, and not just in terms of my occupation. My health is good, my children grown, their educations paid for. I’m sixty-four, which sucks, but it also means that nothing that happens in publishing—for good or ill—is going to affect me nearly as much as it affects younger writers, especially those who haven’t made their names yet. Even if the e-price of my next novel is $1.99, I won’t have to go back to cage fighting.
It’s all changing, right before our eyes. Not just publishing, but the writing life itself, our ability to make a living from authorship. Even in the best of times, which these are not, most writers have to supplement their writing incomes by teaching, or throwing up sheet-rock, or cage fighting. It wasn’t always so, but for the last two decades I’ve lived the life most writers dream of: I write novels and stories, as well as the occasional screenplay, and every now and then I hit the road for a week or two and give talks. In short, I’m one of the blessed, and not just in terms of my occupation. My health is good, my children grown, their educations paid for. I’m sixty-four, which sucks, but it also means that nothing that happens in publishing—for good or ill—is going to affect me nearly as much as it affects younger writers, especially those who haven’t made their names yet. Even if the e-price of my next novel is $1.99, I won’t have to go back to cage fighting.
Still, if it turns out that I’ve enjoyed the best the writing life has to offer, that those who follow, even the most brilliant, will have to settle for less, that won’t make me happy and I suspect it won’t cheer other writers who’ve been as fortunate as I. It’s these writers, in particular, that I’m addressing here. Not everyone believes, as I do, that the writing life is endangered by the downward pressure of e-book pricing, by the relentless, ongoing erosion of copyright protection, by the scorched-earth capitalism of companies like Google and Amazon, by spineless publishers who won’t stand up to them, by the “information wants to be free” crowd who believe that art should be cheap or free and treated as a commodity, by internet search engines who are all too happy to direct people to on-line sites that sell pirated (read “stolen”) books, and even by militant librarians who see no reason why they shouldn’t be able to “lend” our e-books without restriction. But those of us who are alarmed by these trends have a duty, I think, to defend and protect the writing life that’s been good to us, not just on behalf of younger writers who will not have our advantages if we don’t, but also on behalf of readers, whose imaginative lives will be diminished if authorship becomes untenable as a profession.
I know, I know. Some insist that there’s never been a better time to be an author. Self-publishing has democratized the process, they argue, and authors can now earn royalties of up to seventy percent, where once we had to settle for what traditional publishers told us was our share. Anecdotal evidence is marshaled in support of this view (statistical evidence to follow). Those of us who are alarmed, we’re told, are, well, alarmists. Time will tell who’s right, but surely it can’t be a good idea for writers to stand on the sidelines while our collective fate is decided by others. Especially when we consider who those others are. Entities like Google and Apple and Amazon are rich and powerful enough to influence governments, and every day they demonstrate their willingness to wield that enormous power. Books and authors are a tiny but not insignificant part of the larger battle being waged between these companies, a battleground that includes the movie, music, and newspaper industries. I think it’s fair to say that to a greater or lesser degree, those other industries have all gotten their asses kicked, just as we’re getting ours kicked now. And not just in the courts. Somehow, we’re even losing the war for hearts and minds. When we defend copyright, we’re seen as greedy. When we justly sue, we’re seen as litigious. When we attempt to defend the physical book and stores that sell them, we’re seen as Luddites. Our altruism, when we’re able to summon it, is too often seen as self-serving.
But here’s the thing. What the Apples and Googles and Amazons and Netflixes of the world all have in common (in addition to their quest for world domination), is that they’re all starved for content, and for that they need us. Which means we have a say in all this. Everything in the digital age may feel new and may seem to operate under new rules, but the conversation about the relationship between art and commerce is age-old, and artists must be part of it. To that end we’d do well to speak with one voice, though it’s here we demonstrate our greatest weakness. Writers are notoriously independent cusses, hard to wrangle. We spend our mostly solitary days filling up blank pieces of paper with words. We must like it that way, or we wouldn’t do it. But while it’s pretty to think that our odd way of life will endure, there’s no guarantee. The writing life is ours to defend. Protecting it also happens to be the mission of the Authors Guild, which I myself did not join until last year, when the light switch in my cave finally got tripped. Are you a member? If not, please consider becoming one. We’re badly outgunned and in need of reinforcements. If the writing life has done well by you, as it has by me, here’s your chance to return the favor. Do it now, because there’s such a thing as being too late.
Richard Russo
December 2013
I know, I know. Some insist that there’s never been a better time to be an author. Self-publishing has democratized the process, they argue, and authors can now earn royalties of up to seventy percent, where once we had to settle for what traditional publishers told us was our share. Anecdotal evidence is marshaled in support of this view (statistical evidence to follow). Those of us who are alarmed, we’re told, are, well, alarmists. Time will tell who’s right, but surely it can’t be a good idea for writers to stand on the sidelines while our collective fate is decided by others. Especially when we consider who those others are. Entities like Google and Apple and Amazon are rich and powerful enough to influence governments, and every day they demonstrate their willingness to wield that enormous power. Books and authors are a tiny but not insignificant part of the larger battle being waged between these companies, a battleground that includes the movie, music, and newspaper industries. I think it’s fair to say that to a greater or lesser degree, those other industries have all gotten their asses kicked, just as we’re getting ours kicked now. And not just in the courts. Somehow, we’re even losing the war for hearts and minds. When we defend copyright, we’re seen as greedy. When we justly sue, we’re seen as litigious. When we attempt to defend the physical book and stores that sell them, we’re seen as Luddites. Our altruism, when we’re able to summon it, is too often seen as self-serving.
But here’s the thing. What the Apples and Googles and Amazons and Netflixes of the world all have in common (in addition to their quest for world domination), is that they’re all starved for content, and for that they need us. Which means we have a say in all this. Everything in the digital age may feel new and may seem to operate under new rules, but the conversation about the relationship between art and commerce is age-old, and artists must be part of it. To that end we’d do well to speak with one voice, though it’s here we demonstrate our greatest weakness. Writers are notoriously independent cusses, hard to wrangle. We spend our mostly solitary days filling up blank pieces of paper with words. We must like it that way, or we wouldn’t do it. But while it’s pretty to think that our odd way of life will endure, there’s no guarantee. The writing life is ours to defend. Protecting it also happens to be the mission of the Authors Guild, which I myself did not join until last year, when the light switch in my cave finally got tripped. Are you a member? If not, please consider becoming one. We’re badly outgunned and in need of reinforcements. If the writing life has done well by you, as it has by me, here’s your chance to return the favor. Do it now, because there’s such a thing as being too late.
Richard Russo
December 2013
Monday, November 18, 2013
when it gets dark
I was just revising a scene in my new book.
When I looked up at the end of the chapter, I was surprised to see it was full-on dark in here. The only spot of bright was the screen of my laptop. It gets dark way too early this time of year but when I started the scene I swear it was bright full sunshine streaming through the windows, so bright I couldn't sit at the table because of the glare.
It's a literally awesome feeling the day new books show up all fresh and unbent in a box. It's amazing to walk into a bookstore and see a book I wrote on the shelf. It is truly mind-blowing to see some stranger immersed in a book I wrote, lost in a world I made up -- and if that person laughs, well, there is little (beyond any random moment with my kids) that can make me happier.
A check with my name on it? Oh, yeah. That's a happy-dance thing too for sure.
But the best part of being a writer, for me, is the time that's lost inside somebody else's head, thinking some imaginary character's thoughts -- while the afternoon careens into evening without my even realizing it.
When I looked up at the end of the chapter, I was surprised to see it was full-on dark in here. The only spot of bright was the screen of my laptop. It gets dark way too early this time of year but when I started the scene I swear it was bright full sunshine streaming through the windows, so bright I couldn't sit at the table because of the glare.
It's a literally awesome feeling the day new books show up all fresh and unbent in a box. It's amazing to walk into a bookstore and see a book I wrote on the shelf. It is truly mind-blowing to see some stranger immersed in a book I wrote, lost in a world I made up -- and if that person laughs, well, there is little (beyond any random moment with my kids) that can make me happier.
A check with my name on it? Oh, yeah. That's a happy-dance thing too for sure.
But the best part of being a writer, for me, is the time that's lost inside somebody else's head, thinking some imaginary character's thoughts -- while the afternoon careens into evening without my even realizing it.
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
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